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Everything posted by GooGhost

  1. How I experienced the onset is that I first started seeing things. Then when I was 19 I had my first psychotic break.
  2. A others have said, I would first go back to when you first started having symptoms util your first psychotic break. Just my opinion,
  3. Same thing with me, I have GED testing coming up and it is stressing me out a little. But I will make it through.
  4. I had my first psychotic episode last year (I was 18 at the time). It for sure effects my everyday life. I rely on my parents to take care of me financially. You are not alone
  5. I hear voices inside and outside of my head. But they are not the same as thoughts. It is just were I pick them off as where I 'hear'the voice(s).
  6. My brothers gf might come over tomorrow. I spent a few hours cleaning. I hope I did not waste my time.
  7. That sounds rough, sorry about that. But welcome to crazyboards anyway.
  8. Maybe you could work at a local water park or theme park? You could always volunteer if you wanted to at a shelter or something.
  9. That is strange but I get it too. People everywhere look familiar. Like they are all linked to one person. But I don't know anymore. I just let it happen.
  10. You sound really paranoid. Can you call doc for a med adjustment?I hope you have some insight too, well wishes.
  11. I was on abilify for over a month, I could tell no difference. I started at 7.5 mg and worked my way up to 15. I am not sure how dosing on abilify works. Maybe your doc could help with that.
  12. This ^ but in my opinion, if there is a sadness behind it, it is probably the depression talking. Wishing you relief.
  13. I am like this 24/7. I do not have a twitter, instagram, of facebook. I tried to make a facebook earlier today, but could not get myself to confirm it. I just want to be invisible too. I have not gone about changing my name though. I really do not put it out there for people to really see, so if I need it for legal purposes my name is not traceable to the public eye. At least, I try to be untraceable but I know I leave footprints in the sand. I just hope that some high tide rolls in and washes them away; a girl can dream, right?
  14. I hope you have some relief soon, This sounds like you need a med adjustment (as others have said above me); you may need something added. That usually helps for me.
  15. This happens to me some days, and the fact where I can not talk right, I repeat and stumble over the same words over and over again. I do not know if this is just a sz thing or something else.
  16. I get this when psychotic. I think that numbers on license plates means something, or that a specific color of a car may mean something. It does seem so be far from coincidence.
  17. It could be meds, it could be psychosis. Did this start before you started taking meds?
  18. I am currently on risperidone. The first few days I was very shaky.I had minor headaches. I also had this weird pressure feeling from behind my eyes. And sleepiness. All of the side effects went away as the dose when up. I started on 1 mg, then bumped it up to 2, then 4 mg.
  19. this is how I felt today. But fortunately I got a few things done, I went and got my dog some food, and put gas in the car. I still need to shower but I have been lacking with my hygiene lately.
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