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MyNameIs...?I Forgot

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    Lithia Springs,GA
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    Not many at this point but I will get back to that hopefully.
  1. i was wondering if invega sustanna has made anyone else lactate? i had been on invega 2 months before i received sustanna which was about a week ago. i am now lactating.I have heard it to be a rare side effect but i just want to be safe rather than sorry.
  2. This is for u:) Read till the end! I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back and asked "why?" The angel said, "angels don't watch over angels!" twenty angels are in your world. Ten are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things and God says it over. a blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message to 14 friends including me, if I don't get it back I guess I'm not one of them. As so...

  3. I dont see her again till the end of November but i made a copy of the post. I am going to tell my dr.I just cant hold out much longer,it is getting worst and worst. I'm praying whatever treatment she puts me on will help. Thank you all for your advice and support,it is much appreciated.
  4. "I" have a history of cutting and hurting myself from when she gets mad at me.I tried to explain it to my family and i feel like im constantly appologizing for what she did and said.Thats why i havent told my doctor.im scared of what she will do.
  5. I was just wondering if anybody else experiences what i do or rather what she does. I have a woman in my head that uses my body,voice and mind to do shitty things and sometimes even mundane task. She has been there a long time and has gotten me into trouble more than once. She makes me feel helpless because i have zero amount of control over what she uses me for. It is like when she takes over i can see,hear and fell everything she is doing but im suddenly locked in a cage and cant say or do anything to stop her or let anyone know. She stays in her cage till she breaks free then its chaos and i cant seem to help myself. I have been to afraid to say anything to doctors or family because of what she will do. Any opinions or advice on what i should do? I am getting desperate.
  6. Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday yesterday.I had a great one.God bless everyone

  7. I'm seeing a new dr and she is amazing. She changed my medicines and i'm now on invega 6mg,trazadone 300mg,paxil 40mg and vistaril 25 mg.next month i get invega sustanna shots. I got a case worker and a new old diagnosis of schizoaffective(schizophrenic and clinically depressed) and severe anxiety disorder. The hallucinations have gotten worst and my memory is horrible but i pray the invega works.
  8. I got out of the hospital on the 29th and got a new and true diagnosis of MDD with psychosis. They had started me on zyprexa and it was sort of working for once then the aftercare doctor took me off of the medicine that was working and put me on abilify. I still haven't gotten anything for my anxiety and it is a very pressing matter. I just pray the new medicine works and is affordable, I don't want to be hospitalized again if it can be avoided.

    1. malachite


      I hope the Abilify works for you too, and you can stay out of the hospital. Good luck.

  9. thank you to all who welcomed me, it was much appreciated and am glad I found people who understand. I had my aftercare appointment today and it was horrible. I had to reschedule the appointment because while I was waiting yesterday I had a strong anxiety attack and had to leave. I got to see the doctor and he was a pretentious jackass. He took me off of the only medicine that had even halfway worked for me and put me on abilify. He also officially diagnosed me with PTSD. I put in for patient assistance and pray I can keep my medicines affordable. I cannot work and am in the 3rd appeal process for ssi for the second time so I don't have any money. My husband cannot work because he is my fulltime caregiver and I cant seem to function without him. We are living with his dad and little brother and his dad pays for my medicines and appointments. It is so frustrating to fell nothing then after weeks of abyss feel so much emotion at once. My family doesn't understand what I go through on a daily basis and the sheer helplessness and hopelessness I feel with my illness.
  10. My name is Allison or Alliy but I might not remember that tomorrow. I am 22 years old almost 23 and am a housewife who stumbles through mental illness one confusing, chaotic, messy day at a time. I have been diagnosed correctly after years of medications and doctors who would rather write me a script that listen to my distorted mumblings but that is beside the point. I was finally diagnosed as Major Depression Disorder with Psychosis which only happened after a minor nervous breakdown and a stint in a hospital. I was released yesterday after 6 days and 1 spent in the er trying to get a bed for me. I have hallucinations that are vivid visual and audio. I have memory loss in the short and long term. I have crippling anxiety and a mild case of ocd and the occasional stress induced seizure.
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