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  1. Yes. Yes, that does. I might try going tomorrow and looking into this. Thank you for the idea.
  2. It is cool indeed. He didn't say anything about gloves, but I'm sure I could bring some in. I used to use hand sanitizer obsessively, then I heard a study that concluded that it might cause infertility and hormone problems (I suppose that's another OCD concern). It also started drying out my skin.
  3. My Astronomy professor said he was going to bring in fragments of asteriods for us to hold. My immediate thought was that I'd have to deal with dirty hands all class long. Even now I'm really really bothered by the fact that I haven't washed my hands since I got in this building.
  4. I do believe that when I went there they made me sign a wavier stating that everything would be confidential unless the counselor thought I was a danger to myself or others. Don't quote me on that, but I think that's what it said. I'm sure that'd be her excuse. I just don't like being here anymore. I was fine the first year, but I just want to be home now. I hate living in a dorm and eating dorm food. If I could live at home and commute, that'd be perfect, but I live two and a half hours away. But I refuse to leave this school because it's one of the best in the country and I'm doing well and I'm not going to throw that away. Plus the school in my hometown is frankly third-rate. It's going to be extra bad this weekend because my roommate went home. I get incredibly paranoid and scared when I'm alone in this fucking room for long periods of time.
  5. Oh HELL NO. The last time I used the counseling center at the university the counselor went and spread lies about me to my mother. I went there because I was feeling depressed and she emailed my mother saying I was a wreck. She was "concerned about my increasing erratic and unpredictable behavior" (Like what?) and told of me "complaining about problems at home" (I was upset that my aunt and uncle were finding new excuses to avoid the family, but that's the extent of it). She also told her I wasn't taking my meds. I totally was. My Mom didn't believe it anyway, but I was seeing red. I'm aware that she didn't know me very well and needs to cover her ass in case I do something, but she should be honest and not spread rumors about me to my family.
  6. Finally got an appointment with my pdoc when the semester's over. I hope she gives me more meds. I am just NOT happy anymore. And I don't like being here.
  7. I wasn't on here for nearly half a year because I was doing so much better, but I'm back because the past month or so I've backslid. So hello again, everyone.
  8. All I want is some fucking alone time.

  9. I'm lily white and very pale. I rarely get comments about it, though. When I do, I just tell them that it's considered the highest standard of beauty in Japan and Korea. My family is also Swedish, so it's not like we're going to tan even if we try. I only ever burn. And I'm sorry, but I don't find tans attractive. At all. It's unhealthy and will look terrible in your forties.
  10. The internet is just so... vast. And it's taught me a lot of things. Mostly about porn. And cats.
  11. Ugh. I couldn't take it anymore so I had my Mom call the psychiatrist last week (because I'm fucking incapable of doing anything on my own, especially talking on the phone). She can't see me until August 2nd. I don't know what I'll do until then. My therapist is useless. I can't remember the last time she's given me advice that didn't boil down to "just get over it". I'm being sucked back into that awful hole again. And I was doing so well.
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