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  1. I need someone to talk to badly :( . I'm feeling like giving up

    1. Seahorse


      Come to chat? <3

  2. I don't want to live anymore.

    1. tired tammy

      tired tammy

      I hope you call a hotline and/or go to the nearest ER for help!

    2. crtclms


      Yes, what tired tammy said. The ER might be the best place for you right now.

    3. jt07


      I'm sorry to hear that. Please get help. We want you to live.

  3. So bored I started hallucinating :/ .

    1. water


      wow. what do you do when you aren't bored?

    2. Amontillado


      Just surfing the internet. I don't have much of a social life. It sucks.

  4. Taking a mental health day :) .

  5. I'm tired of being depressed but I can't get help :( .

  6. I wish everything would end :( .

  7. Extremely paranoid . I'd actually feel safer in jail.

  8. The jealousy is so bad I feel like I wanna die.

    1. water


      I'm sorry.

  9. So yeah, I am here and it seems like a good environment. I'm here like many other of you because I have some problem(s) . It all started when I was younger. I was having some doubts about my health (non-mental) . That day I went in to the doctor and had received an improper diagnosis that lead me to believe I had an embarrassing illness that would ruin my life. That entire year was followed by depression as I didn't see the big picture and my future looked dark. I couldn't cope with any of it and I eventually began falling behind in school and I wanted to die. Everyday I'd come to school crying and I'd thrown full blown tantrums in the car that were comparable to that of a 2 year old. Eventually I became lightly psychotic and held some delusions, etc. that led me to planning on killing everyone. Thankfully, I fought my way out of it and I was fine. I eventually found out that I didn't have this 'embarrassing' illness and all this was triggered over an improper diagnoses. I was younger back then and it was too long before I got a 2nd opinion. Now I'm just stuck with imbalance because of what was triggered and now I'm here .
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