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  1. Join an IRC server pertaining to your interests. I've been going to the same IRC server for 5 years and I'm closer to those people than anyone in real life... I met my roommate on there. I mean, it could just keep you couped up more but it's an option.
  2. Word. I went 8 years without one RL friend... From age 12-20 (turning 21 in a couple weeks). I made one friend via an online community and IRC channel. He just so happened to live really close by and was into Hip-Hop as much as me. I ended up moving in with him. He's a lot older than me (30). He became something of a mentor to me. Taught me how to record lyrics properly along with certain tricks for producing beats... Only downside of our friendship was that he's a heavy drinker. I moved in there expecting to be productive and get a job and my license but it never panned out because I was getting drunk and high everyday. I think it was a kind of co-dependent situation. Helping each other get high and getting into trouble. He ended up in jail this last week. I couldn't pay the rent there this or next month so I came over to my mom's and I'm currently pet sitting for her while she's on a business trip. I'm gonna move in with my dad. It'd have been nice to live on my own but I don't think I'm ready. IDK what will happen to our friendship or him in general with his legal troubles... He's my only friend and I'd like to hang out with him occasionally but I'm moving 100 miles away. Guess it's back to the lonely life for me then... I'm used to it. 8 years is a long time. I'll just focus on my hip-hop music making skills and educating myself with books (not gonna have internet when I move :/ ) That being said... I have A LOT of close online friends from the IRC channel I met that guy on. It's gonna suck not being able to chat with them. Well, I can use mobile hot spot on my phone but that only lasts so long before the data runs out,.
  3. Greetings my fellow venom spewing crazies... My real name is Hendrix. My family calls me Henry. My homies call me Drix. You can call me FauxReaL. I'm diagnosed with Bi-Polar 2, Borderline Personality, and ADHD. I take Wellbutrin, Lithium, Gabapentin and Zyprexa. Sometimes I go off my meds and get inebriated on cough syrup, benzedrex inhalers, or good ol fashioned booze and cigarettes like a true goddamn american. I tend to do foolish things when I'm intoxicated,. I become a clammoring buffoon that thrashes about and leaves behind him a trail of potvalient devastation... but I've been sober and on meds for a few weeks now. Life is hectic. I can't pay my rent. I'm staying with my mom. I'm moving out of my apartment and into my dad's crib out in the middle of bumfuckin country bumpkin no-where... No internet down there. It's kind of a bitch but I can stay sober living there... My existence is tumultuous but I find beauty in the strangest places. That's life. It's like rap music. A whole lot of filler lines with brief moments of extreme serenity. My efforts to survive and function are only thwarted as much as they are embraced. Yin and Yang.... I make Hip-Hop music and art. I quit graffiti at 18 after 6 years going hard in the paint. I traded that hobby for music. I produce beats. I'm aight. Typically instrumental trip-hoppish shit like Blockhead or Nujabes. I rap. I'm aight. I use a heavily multi-syllabic flow with precision in my diction when I'm spittin'. Here's some of those things. https://hendrixjacobs.bandcamp.com/album/xploitation-ep https://hendrixjacobs.bandcamp.com/album/2-weird-2-live-2-rare-2-die Any way. I hope to become an active member here. I like this place.
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