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  1. 3 hours ago, Fluent In Silence said:

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    Fair point. In between projectile vomiting black blood and bleeding from your arsehole when do notice that you have blood in your semen? That's got to be a challenging wank. When I had the vaccine my arm ached a bit.

    This sounds like he is lying.  Sorry Jacqui,  your bud’s a liar, or either you’re lying.

    Like how the hell is he cumming when he’s spewing litres of blood out of two other orifices.

    most guys I know would go to a hospital if they bled out of their dick alone.

    $10 says he didn’t go to the doctor either.

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  2. On 7/12/2021 at 2:19 AM, Gearhead said:

    Have you tried going for a walk? Maybe doing yoga? 

    I remember waiting an hour and a half for some fucking psychiatrist to tell me I needed to relax and exercise.  I was division 1 athlete and I still exercise 5-7 days a week.  I wasn’t sleeping.  When I acted annoyed at his response he said that was a borderline tendency, and labeled me with borderline. He spent about 5 minutes with me.

  3. 11 hours ago, DogMan said:

    i'm wondering if at any point, ever, somebody was told "try not to worry" and had it help them

     

    like a "why didn't i think of that?" moment

    My brain “try not to worry”

    also my brain “ ooohh crowds!  Let’s throw a panic attack here”

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  4. On 7/2/2021 at 5:46 PM, Fluent In Silence said:

     

    I love the adverts here.

     

    I find I get the really ridiculous ones… like I hate Tarot cards and think psychics are kinda bullshit. But those are the ads I get and they seem directed almost intentionally to annoy me.

     

     

  5. Anyone who has RAM in big bold letters on the back of their truck gives off small dick energy vibes

    Sorry Ram Truck drivers who feel adequately endowed

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  6. On 5/10/2021 at 4:33 PM, basuraeuropea said:

    ah, so it seems that some people are and some people are not. like you, @wookie, i also look outwardly normal by all measures, but inside i am definitely not.

    the pandemic aside, i was just really referencing life in general. the pandemic will pass and the situation may improve or it may not. i have a lot of things going for me, but i also have a lot of attributes associated with the disorders that people would consider detrimental. it's difficult for sure but i do want companionship much like the vast majority of others on the planet.

     

    I think I find dating hard normally due to issues with ptsd, and anxiety.  The pandemic gives me a free pass to say no.

  7. I wish people extended condolences to survivors of abusive mothers, or those who just never had mothers.

    It's a beautiful thing to have a strong supportive bond with one's mother.

    Some of us have had to disconnect ourselves from our mothers and build boundaries we've had taken away from us or were never taught.

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  8. Fellow insomniac here.

    I sleep 4 hours without waking up I consider it a win.  I've gone a few nights without sleeping.  I've gone a week without sleeping.

    There is something interesting I read about sleep where often when you enter the first phase of sleep you often don't realize you're sleeping.  I've think I often hit the first phase of sleep but didn't realize I slept.  I get like this when I'm anxious.

  9. They want to form an iron ring around our city to prevent people from coming and going.

    I am not entirely upset by this because I wasn't really going places.  But it's scary AF.  There are about 100 active cases in the community of the variant plus a nursing home with 50 deaths.

    My reading goals have gone out the window, and I watch stupid tik tok videos.

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  10. Trump threatens the lives of the people that work in direct contact with him. He threated the life of his driver by leaving the hospital to make an appearance.  The lives of the people who work beneath him are of no consequence to him.  He can't stop and consider how he might infect others around him.  No humility and no humanity.

  11. I haven't done inner child work.  It seems interesting.  I know that my childhood for the most part was good.  There were some bad bits but for the most part my family kept up with the joneses;  we lived in middle class suburbia in a very peaceful, quiet town.  I did a lot of kid things-  i got to enjoy summer camp, horses, and friends.  I enjoyed a good self-esteem at times in my youth.  I celebrated a Norman Rockwell Christmas.  Just somewhere along the way the dream became broken and my life took a confusing turn.  There are hurt bits but the happy bits outnumbered the hurt bits a lot.  It's when that changed that life became painful and unmanageable.

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  12. 21 hours ago, Fluent In Silence said:

    You're a recluse? I was pretty much a hikikomori for more than a decade. It's a Japanese word for someone who has withdrawn from society, and I don't particularly like it because it makes me sound like a manga nerd - I'm not an otaku, but it was apt in many ways. Definitely not good for your mental health to be a recluse. I don't mean to sound preachy or anything, just that I've done that and it was terrible. But don't take life lessons from me. My life is rubbish.

    I try to avoid this.  I am naturally introverted and can be withdrawn in the presence of others.  It's a self protective mechanism but my brain needs some form of socializing even if it's just friendly banter with a grocery clerk.  I just assume we're all fucked up on some level.  I have "normal" friends who have some demons that they deal with daily.  I try to remind myself to just keep trying.

    Self isolating causes me to blow up my fears bigger than they are.  It just becomes my own self fulfilling prophecy if I shrink down socially too much.

    I try to normalize my experiences.  I have had enough people in my life who had tried to pathologize my reactions to their own fuckery and abuse that I feel I owe it to myself.

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