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  1. Dysphoric, worried. I feel like a failure and completely incapable today....I don't know what will help.
  2. I can relate to this...I have a few cups of coffee per day and I don't wanna know how much worse i'd feel without it!
  3. Same. I can be severely depressed, yet you better bet I'll still be taking showers and eating 3 times per day...Now being "productive" with my time (without sleeping half the day away), exercising, socialising or doing laundry are by far a different story...
  4. I've heard the term "high functioning" applied to every diagnosis. Far as I know, yes, you look fine, well & happy on the outside (like no none would suspect at all) You are great at hiding it in the public sphere, in order to do what you need to do (highly capable in daily living, working, socialising) but inside, you are a mess. I don't think you need to be an overachiever to be high functioning. You may still avoid some things (everyone does) but many things you usually don't (like socializing, going to work, etc). You aren't "disabled" by your MI for the most part.
  5. Very discouraged. Having a tough time staying positive.
  6. Productive day, thanks to added ritalin and caffeine. Got some important stuff done, despite feeling a bit like a druggie.
  7. What is an average length of time it takes to build tolerance to a benzo? I know it totally varies depending on metabolism, etc. I rarely take Xanax (only occasionally) .25 never had much noticeable effect but .50mg works for me, for sleep. I often wonder how often & how consistently I'd need to take .50mg until i needed an increase? If It's anything like ritalin, the tolerance built up within several months of daily use. Effects became weaker as the months went along but I just suffer and resist increasing my dose because I don't want to "max out"
  8. Meh. Apathy. I just want to go lay back in bed. Can't seem to think of anything enjoyable to put on my to do list. Only work & chores. Nothing is enjoyable or rewarding at moment except sleeping.
  9. Yes - long time ago, invigorating actually. Are you able to do headstands and/or handstands?
  10. Hmm I lean towards the messy side, but it bugs me (and I end up disorganized, losing sh*t), so I don't leave things messy for long. What is your favorite plant/flower/tree?
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