While I don’t want to write too much about it because it stirs it up and am on the verge of doing EMDR for it, after that I’ll probably be able to...I suffered with the same thing and still do. And I’m 50 now. While I went on SSDI for Bp1, after first denial, the attorney that helped me 2nd time around shocked me—had looked through my records I guess—in front of judge, asked me only one question: tell us about the birth of your daughter. I lllllost it. Couldn’t stop crying for a few minutes when they finally let me leave the room, and was approved. So yes, it can last a lifetime, cause I’m just now getting EMDR for it.
It’s something to think about.
Hopefully someday after we’re both in a better place, we can talk more.