DammitJanet

I try to do that too. It helps.

Congratulations on your win. 🎉

Suddenly very lonely.

Feeling accomplished, relieved, calm, and yes, even peaceful. Oh, and extremely grateful. (Sorry in advance to those offended by that word!)

Thought I’d beat the heat and walk Abby right as the sun was peaking right around 5:30...it was already 72°f*cking degrees with 68° humidity! At 8 it’ll 80°! 🥵 It’s going to get up to 94 and I’m so glad I lucky enough to have a decent working a/c.

Well, Happy Birthday 🎂🎈🎁🎉🎊! I hope you were able to enjoy it some having such horrible circumstances right now. I’m sorry you’re having a rough time with so many things, Jt. Hopefully things start turning up for you soon. 🤗

Ps nm about anxiety meds or antihistamines for me. Back to Xanax, thank goodness. Just hoping I don’t get complete tolerance. I got put back on Xanax instead of klonopin. Phew. But I’ll have to check side effects on these for possible sleep help. They often make me moody and too drowsy though. Thanks for giving me the names.

Construction is til mid July ! 😯 got my Xanax back so hopefully my mood will start fixing itself. Long. Freaking. Day. Yeah earplugs aren’t doing much. Very LOUD banging literally banging the walls down and jackhammering shaking the entire apartment. At least I just got switched back to Xanax. Now I just have to find a way to solve my extreme headache I’ve not been able to alleviate. Even with 100 Tramadol.

Wish I could work for you. I never sleep past five. Most often earlier. Poor thing I hope you get plenty of rest this weekend.

Ofc they don’t have it in the USA!

Though I’m very sensitive to AH’s which tend to make me very moody/irritable, I’d like to try a couple more to avoid continuing Seroquel and its side effects. So...which ones have you used? ive just realized klonopin is depressing me again, and Xanax...I just don’t want to have to deal with the tolerance/withdrawals that will eventually happen.

Depressed and severely anxious because I’m anticipating the banging and jackhammering and apartment shaking within the next 20 minutes. But! But but but but. I think I’ve figured out what has me feeling super down now instead of mixed/possibly manic what...a week and a half ago? Switching to klonopin! It has depressed me in the past...up to a very close call (including 8 day coma induced to stop a 6 hour grand mal seizure cause they shot me up with something to counteract any anti seizure meds that I od ‘d on! Idiots) almost ended up in a nursing home for the rest of my life! So anyway I think it’s back to Xanax...but she’s so gd leery of benzo I had to beg to go from 1mg Xanax to 1.5 after not building tolerance for over five years...I went on klonopin because I needed it to be longer acting. So much for that! I want to try Xanax XR but I’ve read it doesn’t work nearly as well... And I think the klonopin was helping me sleep a little longer, but have to take Seroquel anyway so there goes that! I’m sorry I know it’s supposed to be just a couple of words for feelings but I get stuck wanting to get it all out instead of posting all of these multiple issues separately in tons of different forums. I hope this is ok for now, just until things settle down a bit again. Thanks whether you read this or not.