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  1. Yes this happens to me. I turn into this hypersexual dishinibited mess.
  2. My two Primary diagnosis are Bipolar 1 with psychotic and mixed features Unspecified Personality Disorder. My Personality is a Full blown Cluster B. Im a narcissist who swings from striving for absolute power and revenge to a damaged ego and but am Grandiose. I have a history of ODD and Conduct Disorder. I have been addicted to substances/behaviors since the age of 12 in the form of poly drug abuse, Air Duster, Hairspray, whippits, alcohol, diphenhydramine, tramadol, benzos, DXM, Diet Pills, Energy drinks, gabapentin, methylphenidate, vaping, self harm, sex, shopping/spending, Bulimia Nervosa.
  3. Yes I was addicted to Nyquil Dextromethorphan (NMDA Antagonist) and Doxylamine (Antihistamine and Anticholinergic).
  4. I take the Latuda with food it's simply not doing its job. I'm on so much depakote because it has help a lot with my impulsivity and hostility. One of my favorite meds! The high dose of effexor is mainly for crippling anxiety and OCD. Sadly OCD usually require the higher end of the AD doses. If anything has to go it's the Latuda. I'm interested in trying either Vraylar, rexulti or invega sustenna Question? How well does Rexulti work more mania because I haven't heard anything promising. Only for depression. As for the Lithium. I simply just didn't respond.
  5. I'm looking into trying invega sustenna because I've heard it's less sedating then risperdal has less sexual dysfunction and weight gain.
  6. I'm Schizoaffective bipolar type recently diagnosed. Previously was diagnosed Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features. Dx was mainly changed due the presence of catatonia, disorganization, voices and paranoia outside of mood and cognitive and negative symptoms. Sometimes I look more like a typical presentation of bipolar 1 hypersexuality, smoking, drinking talking fast, grandiose, reckless and other times I look more schizophrenic/ affective thought disorder, catatonia, mute and blank expression, homicidal ideation, paranoia, voices, delusions, mood incongruent psychosis. I don't think tha
  7. For the past 3 weeks I've been in a mixed episode. Consisting of depressed, agitated, angry and sometimes giddy mood. I'm talking fast, cutting myself, sleep later than usual and waking up late. I'm sexually acting out and chain smoking which are better than my other unhealthy behaviors such as getting blackout drunk and huffing air duster and whippets which I am in recovery from addiction to. I'm hearing voices 24/7 and am paranoid and am developing delusions. My Latuda was increased from 120mg to 160mg but that isn't helping. I'll leave a list of of meds I've tried and what I'm currently on.
  8. So I have been struggling with my schizoaffective more and more the past couple months while my current meds were enough to handle the episodes I was experiencing I still dealt with 3 day psychotic breaks triggered by stress and negative symptoms which are negatively impacting my ability to preform well academically. I feel as though I only get partially better but I've never returned to my true baseline. It's always something whether it's mania, depression, psychosis. The past couple of weeks have been manic and have been hallucinating daily. My doc increased my Latuda to 160mg and while bein
  9. Yes I do. I'm currently in DBT. It's helping a lot my issues eg. Borderline pd, substance abuse, anxiety, PTSD, and self harm Nothing else has kept me out of the mania and hypomania like depakote has so giving that up or lowering it really isn't on the table atm.
  10. I'm newly diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar type. previously dx'd Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features. I've been struggling with negative symptoms that I always assumed were depression but I have realized that I wasn't sad I been just numbed. Since starting school in September I've had one psychotic episode that resolved completely but was followed by a depression that lasted about 1 month. Ever since the depression has been gone I still find myself feeling unmotivated, anhedonic, apathetic. My ability to complete school work is barely present. I can't think the way I used to and I find that I
  11. I wondering if anyone has tried gabapentin for anxiety and had any success. I want to give it another try because I only tried it for a week at a small dose. I tried it at 300mg three times a day(900mg) while I've seen people take it up 2400mg for anxiety. Any feedback would be great. Thanks
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