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  1. Wellbutrin has been a miracle God send antidepressant. I was abusing Ritalin, because I also experience anhedonia, apathy and tired all the time so I was taking daily a box of methylphenidate with 30 tablets each one, taken orally, snorted and sublingual. Yes 300mg per day, I was out of money everytime just thinking for my next dose. That wasn't life. My psychiatrist suggested me Bupropion (Wellbutrin) 150mg XR in the morning and 150 at night. The real change was when I upped my dose by myself to 450mg (2-0-1) and incredible subtle works amazing now I can see more clear what a disaster I was and believe me at the max recommend dose is where I literally don't crave ritalin snorted or whatever the route of administration, I unbelieve how much Wellbutrin gave me joy of life, when there was light in the end of the road.
  2. Ritalin 5-10 mg from my experience is a good dose at the beginning. But then tolerance grows fast and that tiny dose wouldnt work anymore then Move to 20 mg and please stay there. Methylphenidate ir is so addictive, maybe 100mg Modafinil works better 4u. Edit: I no longer function in life without stimulants so be careful and take them once in a while.
  3. I use it very little like 3 puffs un the night and 1 or 2 awaking with the pipe. Through the day i take like ten hits. No interactions with my cocktail of meds and I have many stimulants so the high is more intense and clear without brain fog that sometimes I experiment or my heart going out my chest, the stimulants actually calms me, like right now I smoke a little and drank a cup of coffee at 10 pm without problem of sleeping and I feel so chill listening music.
  4. Hi there, it's been a while and so many changes has been: 1. Pristiq(desvenlafaxine)-100mgAM 2. Modafinil- 200mgAM 100mg noon 3. Concerta- 54mgAM 54mgPM 4. BupropionXL150mgAM 150mg PM 5. Lamictal 100mg Noon 6. Lyrica 150mg Noon 7. Paroxetine 20mg 1½ at night 8. Risperidone 2mg noon 2mg PM 9. Clonazepam 1mg at noon 2mg PM That's it, greetings from Tampico,mx
  5. Hi bro, - Fluoxetine at the max dose (80 mg) and olanzapine 20 mg (max dose). - Paroxetine 60 mg which is also the maximum dose & risperidone 2 mg. Someone mencioned methylphenidate which I agree, that helps me to put my thoughts in order. Clonazepam for sure also helps tremendously. Oh I also forgot Lexapro at the moment. These combos are the ones that has help me battle ocd since age 18 all these years. I'm 34 now. Not sure which one is the best but like almost every med stops working like a year or half a year so that's the reason to switch meds at some point. Good luck with this disorder, there are lots of options to go.
  6. Stelazine is great! I've been on it like 2 years ago at 5 mg also and was a very good mood stabilazer, but then pdoc decided to change it to aripiprazole and then to olanzapine, which i'm still on it cause the good results on me, and eventually forgot my Stelazine. I think i'm gonna ask it again to this new doctor and let's see what he thinks about it, maybe like a PRN too. So wish me luck hehe. Cheers bro.
  7. Hi, it's been a while, I decided to change pdoc and been better nowadays. So actually here it goes: 1. Paroxetine 60 mg (one in the morning and two at night) 2. Olanzapine 20 mg (two at night) 3. Clonazepam 4 mg (one in the morning and one at night) 4. Vyvanse 70 mg (one, AM) I feel something is missing and is my Ritalin so I decided to self medicate PRN but i'm gonna tell him the truth and lets see in the next appointment what to do. Same with risperidone 2mg PRN since it helps a lot for my ocd. Cheers!
  8. 1. Escitalopram 10 mg .. 3-0-0 2. Fluoxetine 20 mg.. 0-1-0 3. Modafinil 200 mg.. 1-0-0 4. Perphenazine 10 mg.. 1-0-0 5. Olanzapine 10 mg .. 0-1-0 6. Risperidone 1 mg .. 0-0-1 7. Clonazepam 2 mg.. 0-1-1 8. Quetiapine 100 mg .. 0-0-1 9. Methylphenidate 10 mg .. 2-2-0
  9. I would recommend perphenazine, I lowered the dose from 15 to 10 mg once daily. It really feels, my mood improving. Also started again olanzapine 10mg and like always works well for me. They mention Stelazine and I definetly have to agree, is a potent but safe neuroleptic. Finally I would recommend trying risperidone at a low dose i'm on 1 mg and works very well for ocd. Good luck.
  10. I'm on 30 mg of escitalopram for that condition (ocd) and is What seems to work better for me! Plus others, for augmentation and other conditions: -1 mg of risperidone. -15 mg perphenazine (and other conditions, surprised it has worked wonders, sometimes oldies are the better). -100 mg quetiapine. -200 mg modafinil -30 mg methylphenidate -4 mg clonazepam
  11. I'm off Zyprexa but want to take it instead the quetiapine. I didn't had the urge to eat the munchies with Zyprexa, but all they describe the cravings for food/sugar I get it with Seroquel, only with 100mg at night. Tomorrow I have an appointment to the insurance because now I can handle a job and they give me free the olanzapine, fluoxetine, clonazepam and methylphenidate. I want to stay with only those just like before.. greetings!!
  12. It did nothing to me either in that field, I keep smoking, I'm on 300 mg, it is good for depression but here in Mexico are so expensive! Also tried it to substitute methylphenidate (Ritalin) and remplace it to bupropion with no success. Modafinil neither, I just can't function without ritalin and so scared to run out but well i'm going off-topic, maybe I should post this in other thread.
  13. Hi, starting the year with positives changes with my pdoc monthly: 1. Bupropion (Wellbutrin) - Welcome pill.. 150mg morning and 150mg evening (quit smoking and i'm feeling is good for depression and ADHD) 2. Venlafaxine (Effexor) - lowering to 37.5 mg AM and then out. 3. Modafinil (Zydilo) - 200mg AM 4. Atomoxetine (Strattera) - 60 mg Noon 5. Methylphenidate XR (Ritalin LA) - lowering to 20 mg Noon and then out 6. Escitalopram (Lexapro) - 30 mg at evening 7. Quetiapine (Seroquel) - 25 mg in the morning & 150 at bedtime 8. Clonazepam (Rivotril) - 1 mg at bedtime. 9. Olanzapine (Zyprexa) - 20 mg in the evening. That's it! Greetings.
  14. A fresh list, a couple of changes not too much: 1. Venlafaxine (Effexor) - 75 mg AM 2. Modafinil (Provigil) - 200 mg AM 3. Methylphenidate XR (Ritalin LA) - 20 mg once in the morning. 4. Atomoxetine (Strattera) - 40 mg at noon. 5. Escitalopram (Lexapro) - 30 mg at noon. 6. Olanzapine (Zyprexa) - 20 mg at noon. 7. Quetiapine (Seroquel) - 25 mg in the morning and 100 at bedtime. 8. Clonazepam (Rivotril) - 1 mg at bedtime. He took me away two meds, I guess i'm in the good road
  15. Hi, I just saw my pdoc yesterday, so these are my current meds: 1. Venlafaxine (Effexor) - 150 mg AM 2. Modafinil (Provigil) - 200 mg AM 3. Aripiprazole (Abilify) - 15 mg AM 4. Pregabalin (Lyrica) - 150 mg AM and 150 mg PM 5. Atomoxetine (Strattera) - 40 mg at Noon. 6. Methylphenidate XR (Concerta) - 36 mg at Noon. 7. Escitalopram (Lexapro) - 20 mg at Noon. 8. Olanzapine (Zyprexa) - 10 mg PM 9. Quetiapine (Seroquel) - 100 mg PM 10. Clonazepam (Klonopin) - 1 mg PM
  16. Cerberus - I do not doubt your position at pdoc, but from own experience I've seen good and bad doctors, the ones that really helps and knows how to empathy with you, others just for the money and very little help with unsuccesful results, and so on. That's why in my case jumped from many psychiatrists since 2004 and agree with you the mind is still very complex and I'm not intend to damage it by self medicated, I don't do illegal drugs anymore, not even drink a single glass of alcohol anymore, my mental health is first and thank God currently I found a good doctor right now since January this year. Sadly my appointment has changed to the 9th October, because he is not in the city, had a not planned travel but still in contact vía whatsapp, and let you know if something in my regimen changes next week, i will update all of you cheers! Goodbye.
  17. Weird, like reading here and other forums, they say it is almost like a magic pill, that they put into sleep instantly, some others say it has the potential of distorted perspective like on DXM but in a relaxing way. I just started last week and i barely see benefits from it. The first night with one 10 mg, a little excited for how would be the effects on me, but 20 minutes later and nothing, then half an hour nothing, soy i eat another 10 mg, so a total of 20, i just felt very mild effects like i've taken valerian or some other herb but i slept, not immediatly but i did. This night i abused, i have to confess i was desperate but never again, so i took one and snorted another one at the same time and again like sugar pill, then ate another one and the 4th one sublingual, so a total of 40 mg, it's a strong dose, and here i am...6:33 in the morning and zero sleep, i had to take 2 mg of clonazepam but i decided better not to sleep, that clona really helps me always, but i prefered not to sleep and start my day, i dont wanna mess with my schedule and drink my coffee, going later to walk, clean the house or read something. Btw today i have the appointment with my psychiatrist and tell him my situation, either prescribe me something else like amitriptyline or stay with my quetiapine and clonazepam, just wanted to augment that combo, but let's see....
  18. Then why people here keep asking here and there for medications! Making threads of this med is better than this one and so on..we aren't doctors! Maybe some of them can't even pay one! We have the liberty of making our own research and make an opinión to others even more preparated than some "doctors".
  19. I'm sure, most doctors make trial and error. Every brain is different, they could be wrong for my own experience don't always prescribe what we need, and may be wrong but almost sure like many of the users here are being either self medicated or trying another drug, maybe abusing them...i'm not saying everyone ok, thanks for your concern, i appreciate that, see you later my friend!
  20. I'd made them by my own research, i read a lot about mental health, but i consult him via whatsapp before i make the changes and he agree with me most of the time, not always, i then don't do them. I actually have my appointment this wednesday octubre 2th to reafirm my meds, switch them, low or up doses, and he rather gradually quit most of them, tapering of or switch me to another, he gives me also psychoterapy. So nothing to worry about. 😊
  21. Current meds, just a little change: Zolpidem (Notix) - 10 mg before bed. Finally i tried it, but not that sedative as i thought. Maybe some nights will take 20 mg but let's see how is still working. They said in other forums like bluelight that has hallucinating properties even at low doses like 20-30 even 10 mg but nothing at all at least not me. That was more interesting that made me go for a script, it helps, but nothing special. Venlafaxine generic - 75 mg x 2 at morning when i wake up. I think is the antidepressant that has worked better for me, the social phobia has practically gone, also found it helps with my OCD and depression, more efective than SSRI's. Altough i read that the withdrawal is awful that scares me haha but just will focus in the present and later if i quit i'm gonna switch again to fluoxetine since is a long acting, easy to taper down. Modafinil 200 mg, also when i wake up i LOVE the effect with my coffee in the morning and boost my mood to start my day. Aripiprazole (Antremadin)/15 mg in the morning, helps f***ing OCD, my anxiety and mood swings, also tics disorder. Great atypical antipsychotic. Methylphenidate XR (Tradea 54 mg) - At noon, for depression, adhd, sometimes use it as recreational the 10 mg IR. God i love/hate that substance, makes me feel euphoric and social, but i don't WANT a rehab again so i'm lowering down. Exercice helps a lot. Atomoxetine (Strattera 40 mg) - At noon. Not am sure if it's effective for my adhd, maybe it helps in a subtle way, and i'm sure it helps depression also. Clonazepam (Kriadex 2 mg) - ¼ at noon and ½ at bedtime, for anxiety, OCD off label but it helps, social anxiety, panic disorder and insomnia. LOVE it, never fails me all the time since 2005 it keeps effective. Quetiapine (Aretaeus 100 mg) - 50 mg evening, 100 mg bedtime. Again ocd, mood stabilizer, insomnia, anxiety, depression. My favorite AAP, helps a lot of conditions. Lamotrigine generic 100 mg - Two (200 mg) at evening, for mood disorder, anxiety and depression. I quit valproate though, this is better. So that's it my current cocktail, what do you think? Thanks for reading, greetings!
  22. Oh yes, i read something about the.interacción but didn't know was dangerous so it didn't matter at all. I will quit Valproate and stay with Lamotrigine, it's more helpful and i like the feeling, with valproate hardly notice something, but still we can considerado later i my next appointment. As with those benzos, we don'"t find here in my country, just Triazolam (Halcion) a powerful hipnotic, Flunitrazepam (Rohypnol) just in the streets because they are banned. Oh, i forgot to tell you also Bromazepam (Lexotan) very mild bur effective and obbioisly we can't forget the goo olf Vslium. The "z* drugs thst i know is it there is Zolpidem (Nocte, Ambien)/i would like to try but i" m without work right now, until october *fingers crossed*
  23. I know, you're right! At least i'm gonna send him a whatsapp and see if i can return to those previously prescribed them. Hopefully he agree with me cause i'm more stable now.
  24. I'm glad you know Spanish and you do it so well, 😊 thanks! So back to my cocktail i've done some changes by myself 😁 i hope my pdoc agree because i could't wait until october 02. Venlafaxine (Effexor) - 150 mg morning, for depression, ocd and social anxiety. Modafinil (Modiodal) - 100 mg morning, for wakefulness, mood lift, lethargy and 100 mg at noon. Quetiapine (Seroquel) - only 150 mg bedtime, i switch to aripiprazole at noon well it works better for ocd, anxiety, insomnia (seroquel) mood stabilizer. Aripiprazole (Abilify) - 15 mg at noon; it does improve my OCD tendencias, you know..ruminating thoughts, fear of contamination or a desease, perfeccionist and so on, i can manage it much better. Also good at stabilizating, depression and autism, so is a plus. Methylphenidate XR (Concerta) - 54 mg at noon; adhd, mood lift, depression. Atomoxetine (Strattera) - 40 mg at noon; for adhd. Clonazepam (Rivotril) - 0.5 mg at noon, 1 mg at bedtime; anxiety, insomnia, ocd. Lamotrigine (Lamictal) - 200 mg at evening; mood stabilizer. Valproate (Depakene) - 400 mg i'm the morning for mood stabilazer, manía..i'm not bipolar i think but sometimes my mood can be so down or struggle with anger so maybe an stabilizer could help. Well that's it, maybe i'll try later the Zolpidem, but it's very expensive and maybe it doesn't worth it we'll see later cause i have some payments to do, but thanks for your reply notloki and mikl!
  25. I agree with OTC doxilamine (Unisom). I take it prn, is a strong antihistamine like you said. Valerian - i take it prn two capsules of 250 mg (O.75 valerian acid) and relax me, i've done 1 gram few times and knock me out, very effective but i prefer to stay with 500 mg the recomended dose. My current meds combo are: Seroquel - 150 mg Klonopin - 1 mg Have you tried Amitriptyline? I was on 10 mg together with 2 mg of Perphenazine and 3 mg of Diazepam, all in one pill.
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