First and foremost. I hate introductions posts, but feel insanely rude if I don't make one.
I used to frequent a different forum, but decided to take a break. When I went back to it a couple years later, it was shut down. Which sucks.
I have been diagnosed with bipolar 2. Got official word about 5 years ago after a third suicide attempt and going to a "safe place" for a bit. I was prescribed seroquil, lithium and welbuterin, and it seemed to work fairly well. Then my stupid self decided to take myself off all of it. Stop going to therapy, and yeah.
I delt with it for a bit. My lows didnt get too bad and the highs were never too much of an issue for me. Everything was good. But over the past two months I've come to a full realization that I am still seriously f***ed up.
I know me. I'm on a crash course to full relapse, complete with drugs, booze, and SI. I don't know how to stop it now. I've moved. And the only psychiatrist/therapist anywhere within a reasonable distance to me is the damn moron I saw as a kid. And I refuse to go there again.
So yeah. That's me.
On a lighter note, I like music (listening, playing and writing) as well as writing short stories. I also like red wine and long walks on the beach.