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    Psychiatry and mental health, gaming, drama (especially internet drama), lolcows, literature, anime and manga, Japanese culture.

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  1. Listen, I know what it's like making major mistakes in my teens. I still live with the consequences of my choices as well. I know what it's like to deal with situations like what you're describing. You didn't actually penetrate the dog and you regretted attempting to do so. You didn't do anything major like sodomize it. It's time to let it go.
  2. Well my psychiatrist did eventually decide to lower the dose so maybe that was the reason?
  3. Has anyone else felt the apathy/laziness symptoms on an SSRI, but have them eventually go way on their own?
  4. I want a job because I love money and I'm from a working class family. I hate being restricted by the fact I don't have a lot of disposable income. The things that "you can do with your that don't involve amassing money" is simply impossible for me because I can't afford it. I have to be a realist as I'm growing up and think about the future so I don't become homeless and I pay the bills.
  5. I'm almost 17 and I don't have a job or a driver's license yet. I feel like such a loser. I realized now I can't exist in the adult world but my times running out. I don't know what to do. Help. I need help so badly. If I don't grow up by 18 I'm fucked. How do I grow up?
  6. I got in a massive fight with some well liked people at school last friday and everyone saw it so everyone hates me now and I was suspended for today. I don't know if I ever wanna go back since everyone hates me now. Everyone keep insisting to but it's a death sentence. Everyone will pester me for the rest of my life and I'll eventually get into another fight. What do I do? Do I go to school? How can I control my massive anger and impulsivity? It feels like Mel Gibson has become my spirit animal. There's a video on Youtube where he yells at this chick on the phone and it's very relat
  7. I've been depressed and have experienced suicidal thoughts for a long time. I've tried to kill myself multiple times but I've stopped from actually doing it because I fear death. I've always have since the very beginning. I don't know how I feel about religion. I don't know which side I should join. I don't want to kill myself because I fear the idea of "oblivion" and nonexistence. The idea of "being asleep" forever without dreaming (Or how else someone might describe it) fears more than anything else. I want to die, but I want to exist too. Call me wishy washy because I am. Whenever some
  8. I found her body in the living room, went to dad to announce that she died, and then I called 911. It was too late. She had died because of her OUD and had overdosed while lying on the living room floor. It took a good while to go back to the house when the cops came I went to bed at 2 something AM. It felt weird waking up this morning. I don't know what this means for the future. I can't imagine life without her. It doesn't feel real.
  9. Ever since I was young I've always dreamed that I'd end up becoming rich and famous and become a well known celebrity or something. There's also other things that I dream that I could be like, such as being really beautiful and going on magical fantasy adventures where I travel to various places and stuff. But the real world is a piece of shit and it's very likely that will never be the case. I'll never live in a mansion and be so famous that people make biographies and documentaries about my life and the things I've done that made me famous. I'll always be hideous and I'll never g
  10. I've also noticed this myself. A lot of people with bipolar depression tend to also abuse drugs as well.
  11. Hey I'm an aspiring writer struggling with motivation due to my depression and I keep hearing about various other writers, some of whom are famous still being able to keep up a decent work ethic despite of their disability. How do I become like them? Does anyone here got any advice?
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