Single Status Update
Body Integrity Dysmorphia; Body Image integrity Disorder; Wannabe, needing partially paralyzed legs; Low Vision; absent fingers & thumb. All of these are physical needs that I must have to feel physically complete. Since I was eight years old I have wanted to have paralysis from poliomyelitis - requiring full legs braces and forearm crutches to walk. As I aged, the need for missing fingers and the need for significant hyper-myopia became part of the mental anguish of a mental psychological neurological disorder referred to as BIID or BID.