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    visual art - anything visual..
    music.. listen to almost anything
    poetry (likes to write)
    novels (likes to read.. rather than write)
    animals.. pets
    cooking.. yum and i love to feed others too....
  1. Thank you jt07. I wasn't looking for any diagnosis here, just wanted to know if anxiety can come in many different ways.
  2. I guess muscles can get tense when there is an anxiety built up in the body. Thank you tibbycat for your reply. I just hope it doesn't happen anymore. It's terrifying and my jaws hurts so much .
  3. oh I see.. So I guess there are types of anxiety attacks that doesn't fit into the textbook descriptions of panic attacks. I was just so confused. I didn't even know if what I was having was an anxiety attack or not. So Thank you melissaw for telling me about your experience.
  4. I am diagnosed with bipolar and do not have a separate diagnosis of panic disorder or anything, but I thought it would be best to ask here. Over the years I had mini panic attack thingies so it's not that I completely don't know about panic attacks. I would hyperventilate for maybe 20 minutes, feel like my heart is racing but I didn't feel like I was going to die or anything. So maybe I shouldn't even call them panic attacks. But these few months, I've been having really horrible so called "attacks" happening to me. It only happens at night when I go to bed. I've been having chronic
  5. Yesterday, I lost whole night's sleep and went manic. I was showing typical signs. Having too much energy, talking fast... etc. In the afternoon I went out to meet my friend, and back then the mania wasn't that bad yet. After that I had my pdoc appointment so I went to see him. During the appointment I was tapping my foot, talking too much but otherwise ok. Then I came home, and this weird thing started. At one moment I was running around the house making weird sounds. (I would wriggle my tongue and just let the sound out) Thoughts were racing. Then suddenly everything would just stop. C
  6. this life is just a burden for me.. a big bulky .. fucking thing.. let me off myself....

    1. Mackie


      offing yourself solves nothing. it only creates worse events. and offing youself means you just die. and your last thoughts, last feeling is depression. and dont have the pleasure of living life, and actually grow to be happy someday. because it will happen.

  7. sick of putting on a damn fake smile on my face..

  8. Hey! Yay Torontoians :)

  9. wow another torontonian :P

  10. omg i've been basically torturing my digestive system.. i'm binging a lot these days.. i can't stop. cannot stop craving food... (junk food especially) i end up throwing them up .. but for these few days i haven't been able to even do that b/c i feel like my stomach is going to rip out now i'm anxious about gaining weight... and i constantly have upset stomach and i can't stop eating!!!!!! i'm hypomanic right now and can't seem to control my impulsivity of wanting food.... oh no i saw my pdoc yesterday and he increased dose for geodon.. and i'm not yet sure if it's helping.. it should so
  11. i went to see my pdoc yesterday and he put me on little higher dose of geodon.. for some reason i get knocked out by the lowest doses of AAPs.. i've never tried geodon before so we are trying this one now
  12. wow you live in toronto! me too :D

  13. oh.... the fantastic recipe is...... from my head!!! :)
  14. wow you are tiny... i'm on the same boat except for the med part.. i want to go buy ingredient for my new fantastic pasta recipe RIGHT NOW at this time.... it's 1:00 am here :) ughhhhh!!!
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