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Good to hear your back @Gearhead

It does help just knowing I'm not alone...

Has anyone experienced anything like this before?

Yes thanks I'm avoiding them

While feeling desperately lonely I was sobbing my eyes out. I felt something in my eye and went to look in the mirror. Then a part of me took over and started horrifically demeaning myself telling myself I'm worthless and should kill myself. Alternating between desperate sobbing and demeaning I scared myself and didn't recognize my face. It was like another person I didn't know and I was so scared but couldn't look away. I'm afraid to look in the mirror anymore

I am in awe of the wisdom that you have shared with me. The eloquence of your words has given me peace in my heart and let me feel that I can get through this. You really are remarkable people with so much insight and I thank you for that Especially @cerberus and @Iceberg

Everything is my fault because of my depression and she doesn't want pills or help because she will never feel better anyways. I really don't know what to say or how to help her when she is unwilling to get help

This is exactly what I needed to hear. I feel so very weak and unequipped to deal with any of this. Thank you Not at all off base. It helps to know others can relate

Lots to consider here. I talk to my counselor on Wed. I'm bringing all this up

Good advice. What type of consequences? Thats where I struggle

She is not compliant and just stopped her med Basically she doesn't go to the Dr

My daughter who is 18 is very depressed and angry. She lashes out at me and is very nasty and disrespectful. My older sons and one Gf overheard this and were very upset. They all said I need to be harder on her and not allow her to speak to me that way. I mostly ignore her behavior because it triggers me. They think she's walking all over me and I don't know what to do about it....

Well as bizarre as that may seem there are many documented reports of monkeys attacking humans. Who knows what drew them to steal the vials of blood though Hunger? Curiosity? 🙉

Rejected Abandoned Isolated Protective It's so weird but I've reached out to many people, for whatever reason I needed to, and many did not respond. No reply. No answer. No response.

I actually got out of bed on my day off. Only because my grandkids came over