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  1. Idk. I don't see either one of them this week and I don't want to bother them. Part of me thinks I need to be inpatient.
  2. I feel like the only thing that's going right in my life right now is the fact that I quit smoking. I took up vaping, but I still quit smoking. I just ordered 2 pizzas at 11:30 at night. And I ate half of one. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why the fuck would I do that? I mean not even an hour before that I had eaten 12 stuffed pretzel bites. And a couple hours before that I ate dinner. And about a half an hour after dinner I finished off one of the side dishes. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. I've gained like 20 pounds in the last 2 months. 15 of it in the last m
  3. Hell I hardly ever leave the house.
  4. I would lie about where the bruises came from if I went IP. I don't need the drama that would bring into my life. I'd tell them the same lie I told my mdoc. A stair broke that I was walking up and it banged my leg up. More details ensued because the more details you have the more believable you are. The only reason I even had the idea for that story is because one or our stairs did break when my friend was walking up them earlier this past year. Perfect story. I think. And I'd use it again. I don't need my dad getting pissed off at me for telling. I just woke up a few minutes ago from abo
  5. I don't know. I don't want to talk about what happened but I will. About 2 weeks ago my dad hurt me. We were having an argument over dinner and he threw his shoe at me and hurt my leg somehow and now two weeks later my leg is still swollen up in one spot and bruised in others. I know that I'm going to have to talk about this because the hospital that I go to takes pictures of anything that they see on your body that you come in with because they don't want to be accused of abusing you. Plus the reason why I'm all fucked up right now is because of him. Or at least a lot of it has to do with him
  6. I haven't been sleeping very well. Probably for about 2 weeks or so. I sleep on average 3 hours a night. I know the reason for this but I really don't I want to talk about it. I lied to a doctor about it already, but I did talk to my therapist and my psychiatrist about it. My psychiatrist doesn't really talk about things on a therapy level so I don't know what he really thinks about it. But my therapist thinks I had some part in it even though I didn't really have a part in it at all. But it's really affecting my ability to sleep. And I've been hallucinating on and off. I've also spent all of
  7. How can I make the boards go into mobile layout on a tablet? The default is the regular web layout. I'm not a fan of that. It is harder to work with on a touchscreen. Thanks.
  8. I'm actually pretty excited. got my new tablet in the mail today. i only paid 86 bucks for it, and it was well worth the price. its an RCA viking pro 10.1 inch android 5.0 tablet. last month my phone died on me and it took a week to get my phone replaced through the mail and i was hampered without it, though not completely cut off. so, i had to get something to be a backup. the original plan was to not use this tablet much, but i like it, so i may not stick to that plan. the cameras arent much to write home about, but i dont care about that. the tablet itself is excellent.
  9. I hate the new mobile site. I see no way of getting to new content. It makes me want to cry and throw shit. Fuck it.
  10. I'm trying to figure out what reason I have to keep going in this world. I recently did a 2 month stint in a mental hospital, both in IP and outpatient programs, with a total of 12 days IP. I think what I lack in my life is love. Parental love, platonic love, and romantic love. I'm just feeling like checking out. I see no reason to be around. What's the point? I don't even have a tdoc anymore.
  11. I'm kinda in the same boat. I definitely know when my parents die, so do I. My ssdi is up for review, and I'm currently swinging down baaaadly. And i am hearing shit on and off. And I hate my life because I'm a nothing. I have no real advice. I just wanted you to know you weren't alone.
  12. I'm kinda manic. My tdoc had me make an appt with my pdoc. I see him tomorrow morning at 9:40.
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