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hi, im a 12 year old boy from Ireland and I don't know why I think about it but I keep thinking about my mam or dad dying and I just randomly cry and I try to not show it to them. In my dreams I have dreams and I wake up so scared and I always have to go check.. does anyone know what I can do! im so scared

Hey...i've just recently been put back on medications. Before i was put back on them i was very delusional and was experiencing light hallucinations. Now that i am on them...i don't really hallucinate, but i am still very paranoid and delusional. I am starting out with 1MG of Risperidone. I am also under lots of stress. I keep feeling like someone is out to hurt me. I don't have a founded, sound reason for this...but i am absolutely afraid!!!! Unexpected things happen in my life all the time and i just feel like something is going to happen to me :'(!!! The best part about it is that i usually know whats real and whats not. But this line right here is quite blurry for me. I always feel like ppl are staring, yelling, or laughing at me. When i walk down the street i nearly spin around in circles trying to make sure no one is behind me. I just feel overcome with worry and anxiety. I am getting ready to finally move into my first place and i think that's what's setting me off. i can barely function. I came home tonite to drink...its been a few hours since my last sip so i am going to take my meds. But idk what to do...i'm supposed to see my doctor in 2 weeks. i hope i last that long!!