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So my pregnant cousin fucking lied about and used me to get her fucking baby shower planned. And like I'm pissed. I wanna fucking cut her baby out of her stomach and make her eat it. Which like obviously I get that that's extreme and I'm not going to do and also she lives far away so ew driving. But like I wanna. Because birch fucking used me to manipulate other people. I wanna slit her throat.
I don't know where else to post this, so I'm putting it here. Be warned, I'm super fucked up. So I'm kind of scared right now, but I'm also not. A thing just happened with my family, and in all honestly, it was minor compared to the past, but still. Sometimes when things happen with my parents, I can feel it. I get this anger running through me. And I want to end them. I want to grab a knife and carve the shit out of them. I want them to scream and bleed and I want them to hurt. I want to kill them and the idea of them not being around anymore makes me smile. But it only last for a little bit. And then I go back to feeling nothing, except maybe vaguely annoyed and hateful. Like I don't know if it's my Borderline that's causing the anger, or if the anger's just in me and my depression just makes it so hard to feel. Or maybe just a combination of the two. But I'm scared that one day it'll happen. And then I'll be locked up in a psych ward forever.