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At times I can be walking around or whatever and I feel like I'm transforming, I feel this incredible, intoxicating energy, and I feel like I'm becoming a demon, or specifically a kitsune because I've always related to them. I can practically feel the claws and fangs growing. I walk around and I imagine how with such a power, such claws, I could easily kill these puny stupid humans, and I imagine cutting/stabbing them with my razor sharp claws, biting them, essentially, going feral and attacking the heck out of everyone. It's so much fun that it's hard to keep from leering at everyone. I'm grateful for the sunglasses on my face so they can't see my eyes, so bright and murderous. I understand that I'm not actually a demon, and I wouldn't actually kill anyone, but I get so pissed at people that you know you just want to kill someone, so at that time it's like so releasing and intoxicating. If it happens at night I feel like the moon is making me transform and it's like lending me its power and I just want to run and act crazy because it's night, the night air is alive with energy and everything has transformed under the light of the moon and is alive and free How about you?

Hi everyone, Im Ollie!! Im new to the site and I am so thankful I found you guys!! So a little background I am BP I , have ADHD, and I am also an alcoholic now sober 25 days. I am currently on Prozac 40mg, Trazodone 100mg, and Adderall 20 BID but stopped taking it two days ago because I read on here that a MS should be prescribed with it. This was just one more reason to find a new Pdoc. Now that im sober I am feeling the mania side clearly. After the first week i quit drinking i was kind of leveled out i guess.. not high, but not low. Then about 5 days ago i started sleeping less, but energized, and my thoughts were racing. That was a big trigger for me because i hate the feeling of not being able to shut it off. I was still kind of ok until Wednesday but since then i haven't slept. It's now Friday and i am still going, but hopefully not all night. My thoughts aren't as fast anymore but i still cant foucs( i have been working on this for more than 30 minutes) im restless but my body is screaming at me wanting rest, and i am irritable as hell right now. blahhhh My question is how long can this last? Is not sleeping common and happen often? If so I don't like it so what are some meds i should look into? Any tips will help.. first time actually feeling this symptom without a bottle of Vodka to help be through. This was the best i could do right now..and it took forever lol