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I hope this belongs on CB and on this sub forum! I want to talk about a particular delusion of mine which is central to me when psychotic and that I don't really shake it off. The second time I remember being psychotic I was like a scared kid asking my mother and father about a god... oh, the embarrassment. I was full blow psychotic then. So, without going into detail, while psychotic I will, more or less, see a god everywhere and find at the most odd places, from I am god (don't know if I go manic) but I feel powerful yes and intelligent more, all the way to my cat was god, or a friend, or god mas music, or communicated with us through music. I have my next psychiatrist appointment in September and if it by then I do not manage to shake it off my head so that it is not obtrusive of my life I will tell the physician about it. Any ideas on how to bring this up? Any other thoughts on this? If you have religious comments on this and would prefer to send it to me through a private message, I'll be happy to read your ideas on this, even if I do not reply or end up engaging in a discussion. Cheers! -- The following is a summary of me: Come from a catholic family, have done all rituals (first communion, confirmation), went to a Jesuit University. Currently live in NYC with my parents... had to come back home a few months ago : ( -- Lm