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Ever since I was young I've always dreamed that I'd end up becoming rich and famous and become a well known celebrity or something. There's also other things that I dream that I could be like, such as being really beautiful and going on magical fantasy adventures where I travel to various places and stuff. But the real world is a piece of shit and it's very likely that will never be the case. I'll never live in a mansion and be so famous that people make biographies and documentaries about my life and the things I've done that made me famous. I'll always be hideous and I'll never g
I've always had issues with Envy. I get intense feelings (even when Highly functioning & not depressed) that everybody around (but me) is thriving, achieving satisfaction and moving towards self-actualization in life. I can’t escape feelings of failure, anger with myself. Drowning in hopelessness no matter what I do. Specifically, I’m envious of people that: Are “Normal” and don’t struggle daily with this invisible disease of mental illness. Are successful with a rewarding (or decent/productive) career. Easily move through life & have achieved “The Dream” (house