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So, i have more than a year excerzicing, i lost in the beginning like 10 kilos or more. But this past months ive loosing my motivation ans starting gaining belly fat, in part due to my anxious eating i accept it. Right now im always tortured by the fact that im getting more fat againg even if people around me say that no, im convinced i am, also if i dont feel the nergy to exercise one day or i cant exercise for whaterver reason that day i feel like crap, obssesed about the fact that i didnt exercise and that im going to get even more fat. Its hell, also it mixes whit the fact that im quitting smoking and i have other obsessions and also depression. Im feeling very bad, i feel whitout energy and motivation, the girl i was going out decided that i was so "good" for her that she changed me for a 13 years older guy. I wish i could be in a country where i can acces more different drugs for my treatment but in this God forgotten country south to the USA they dont give you new medications or alternative treatments. I really need help.
Are there some people that have bipolar and did/do fitness like weight training in a GYM? I have done it (weight training) for 4 years at a GYM when I was more stable. I remember a day that there where photo models in the gym and 3 bodyguards for making pictures of a magazine. They were laughing with me and my friend when we were training, because we are all skinny on first side. Then I did as action->reaction I taken a dumbbell with 25 kg, 2 of the 3 bodyguards wanted to intimidate us so did did it also, but they almost fell on the ground with it. Now my friend and I where laughing, then they were gone fast.