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Hey everyone I'm not sure if I have anything. English isn't my natural language so I'm sorry if I make errors. I did go in therapy and was tried to get diagnosis for about 10 years but found nothing was explained as a mental disease. However there is a worry I have. It's hard to explain but I sometimes know things that I can't know and then I feel it's not true because I know I can't know the things! What happened someone is going to say before they tell me. This is impossible and so I know it's a delusion. There are many things it could be, doctors used to say this. But, it makes some uncomfortable when really know things I can't know? Is it all delusion? Is this the whole world a big delusion? No! So how does it happen? I'm not psychic or believe to be let's make that sure you all know ok. My worry is the truth of everything and sanity but at this same time knowing that the knowing has to be delusion! I'm a humble person, not big delusion of selfishness. When they say how I know what I know if I know I tell that I don't and it was a guess. They don't believe because a human can't guess reality. It only happens suddenly, never if I want to. I tried to prove for therapist but told it was normal and I need not worry, many believe the delusion only in private! I worry because I don't believe it but others do if it happens. There is proof for the others and I question when I know it can't happen. How can it be the delusion if other convince it happen?