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I've been taking Lamictal (150mg) for about a year and a half now, Abilify (10mg) for maybe 8 months, and Adderall (20mg XR and 10mg IR) for about a year. I'm prescribed the Lamictal and Abilify for depression, anxiety, and borderline. I take the Adderall because I was sleeping about 16 hours a day. I've always been pretty damn smart, and also fairly creative. The past year or so, I've been suffering. I feel stupid, just plain stupid, and my memory- BOTH short and long term- is shot. I'm suffering in school and in life in general. I feel like memories of mine have been erased, and I can't remember anything new worth a fuck. I used to be able to very easily write poetry, short stories, essays, and the like. Now, I can't think of anything. I just CAN'T THINK. All of my creativity is gone. This is so devastating to me. Now, I'm weaning off all of my medications and replacing them with Eastern medicine (acupuncture, herbal blends, tinctures, etc). I finally stopped taking Abilify a week ago and am actually not having very bad withdrawl symptoms except slight mood swings. Thankfully. My question is: will I ever be who I was before? Will my brain and my creativity ever come back? I'm so nervous that I'm stuck like this... That the medications have eaten a hole in my brain. Does anyone have any personal experiences with this? Thank you so much for reading all of this, and may today be one of those good days, Erin