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Heya.. So yesterday I was prescribed lexapro... And I've never been on this kind of medication before. I'm really hesitant and nervous about starting it tomorrow, I've never liked taking pills, and to be honest I'm just a bit scared of how it's going to affect me... I guess I just want some sort of reassurance or advice really... ?
I will be going to officially register for classes on Tuesday. Dad said he's going to pay for one course and my biological mother's widower is paying for the other. I would go register tomorrow/ today but it is MLK day tomorrow and all schools are closed in observation of said day. I am so excited to be going back to school but, at the same time, I am scared shitless. What if I fail? What if I get anxiety and start cutting classes like I did back when I was in my second semester in 2010? I can't be a loser who doesn't go to college and doesn't have a job any longer! I feel bad enough doing nothing with my life but playing on the computer all day long. I can't do that anymore. I need to do something that does some good with my life but I am so afraid of flunking and being a loser like that too! God! It never ends! Hopefully I can make good friends with a couple people in said classes and we can be study buddies and hangout and all. The social aspect of college life will NOT, I repeat NOT, be the focus of my college existence like it was in fall 2009/ spring 2010 but it will be a good resource for getting peer help with things I don't understand within the courses. Wish me luck people! I'm going to need it to make it through these next couple of months with an ounce of my sanity left in tact! LOL As if I have any now ... Any help or advice as to how to get through going back to school for the first time in nearly 4 years is much appreciated!