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I've done it again, and I hate myself as much as I did before, if not more. My brain is caught in an endless cycle. 1) I hate the way I am. 2) Cutting has always helped release negative energy. 3) Cut. 4) Hate myself more because they're gross and ugly and disgusting and ew Rinse and repeat. I can't stand myself. I feel weak. I feel like less of a person because I can never be strong enough to recover. I'm angry at myself. I'm angry at everyone around me because they know, but can't help. I just can't do this alone, and I feel so damn alone.