Hi all,
I've been bipolar with treatment resistant depression since I was 20. I'm 46 now.
My life has been destroyed by MI, frequent hospital stays, welfare $, lost every job, lost every gf, no education.
It's been 36 years in hell, alone, I was suicidal for the longest time.
One year ago my doctor, having tried everything, suggested Ketamine treatment. I'm in California where it's possible.
I've been going in for infusions once a month and have had a few taker home doses.
For the first time since I was a child I feel part of the world and I am able to appreciate