For a long time I thought I was Schizophrenic. I think my doctors were wrong but I do not blame them. I have a very fast way of thinking and I can see how they would attribute that to Paranoia. I also am now diagnosed as Bipolar and I agree with this much more. I can remember for the longest having bad mood swings back and forth and I have always been a fast thinker. I really want to do more extensive studying through seeing my pdoc and my own research but I usually rely on mostly my pdoc which is smart in my opinion. I also feel that maybe my diagnosis back then of Schizophrenia was messing me up because of the medicine I was having to take. Im wondering if it possibly did any damage to me and if it attributed to my substance abuses of cocaine weed and alcohol.