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While feeling desperately lonely I was sobbing my eyes out. I felt something in my eye and went to look in the mirror. Then a part of me took over and started horrifically demeaning myself telling myself I'm worthless and should kill myself. Alternating between desperate sobbing and demeaning I scared myself and didn't recognize my face. It was like another person I didn't know and I was so scared but couldn't look away. 

I'm afraid to look in the mirror anymore

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I’m sorry you are struggling so much. Maybe cover the mirrors in your house until you start feeling a little better?

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5 hours ago, saintalto said:

I’m sorry you are struggling so much. Maybe cover the mirrors in your house until you start feeling a little better?

Yes thanks

I'm avoiding them

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I used to have experiences like this - kind of dissociative stuff. It would happen when I was looking at someone else, though. It was very scary, but I'm sure it's scarier when it's your own face. I wish I had something a little more helpful to say, but yeah I've been there.

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