deeschmee Posted August 21 While feeling desperately lonely I was sobbing my eyes out. I felt something in my eye and went to look in the mirror. Then a part of me took over and started horrifically demeaning myself telling myself I'm worthless and should kill myself. Alternating between desperate sobbing and demeaning I scared myself and didn't recognize my face. It was like another person I didn't know and I was so scared but couldn't look away. I'm afraid to look in the mirror anymore Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
saintalto Posted August 22 I’m sorry you are struggling so much. Maybe cover the mirrors in your house until you start feeling a little better? 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
deeschmee Posted August 23 5 hours ago, saintalto said: I’m sorry you are struggling so much. Maybe cover the mirrors in your house until you start feeling a little better? Yes thanks I'm avoiding them Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
deeschmee Posted August 23 Has anyone experienced anything like this before? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
0112358 Posted August 23 I used to have experiences like this - kind of dissociative stuff. It would happen when I was looking at someone else, though. It was very scary, but I'm sure it's scarier when it's your own face. I wish I had something a little more helpful to say, but yeah I've been there. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
deeschmee Posted August 23 It does help just knowing I'm not alone... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
