Update-Had My Assessment

[gabagaba]

Well, the hospital called me last week and I had my assessment for inpatient treatment this morning.

I could be going in as soon as next week.

I am so glad,so grateful but so utterly terrified.

This is so shocking.I wasn't expecting to hear from them until August.

I am ready to embrace recovery but at the same time it is incredibly scary.

Who am I without this?

Is it possible I could live a rich life completely free of this?

I'm scared.

[jarn]

I'm so glad they contacted you.  You sound like you're in a place that it could help you.  

Here's hoping you get in quickly now that they've done the intake.

[dancesintherain]

I'm glad the intake happened sooner than expected.  I hope you don't have to wait very long. 

[gabagaba]

On 6/8/2021 at 6:12 PM, jarn said:

I'm so glad they contacted you.  You sound like you're in a place that it could help you.  

Here's hoping you get in quickly now that they've done the intake.

 

On 6/8/2021 at 9:45 PM, dancesintherain said:

I'm glad the intake happened sooner than expected.  I hope you don't have to wait very long. 

Thank you both.

I am going in on Wednesday for 6 weeks.

I am scared but more calm (so far) than I expected.

I feel better prepared for this this time and I think it will help that I am not currently in a depression.

I feel really motivated to recover once and for all.

I hope I can make this work this time.

[dancesintherain]

I'm glad they got you in.  Best wishes.  I'm glad that you feel motivated. 

[jarn]

Also glad you got in.  You can do this!