charming98 Posted February 28, 2022 Share Posted February 28, 2022 (edited) I really need some input on what’s going on. I am schizoaffective I was diagnosed 5 months ago and am currently taking respiradon 1mg in morning and 2mg at night along with 300 mg tryleptal morning and night. I find myself in a constant state of drowsiness to make a king story short I self medicated using amphetamines now I keep trying to get sober and it’s actually not addiction that’s stopping me it’s the fact that every single time I try 4 days into sobriety I experience the absolute worst restlessness agitation and anxiety of my life last time it lasted for three days straight and it only ended because I dosed amphetamines again. It’s not like a normal panic attack it’s so much worse and happens 24/7 once it starts I tried to take an ambien to make it through it but within an hours I was in full on anxiety mode again kicking my feet pacing jumping up and down. Does anyone have any idea of why this keeps happening or how I can get past it so I can finally be sober again it’s all I want if I can just get past the anxiety. I thought it might be withdrawals but this is absolutely nothing close to it it’s 100x worse than I’ve ever experienced Edited February 28, 2022 by charming98 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iceberg Posted February 28, 2022 Share Posted February 28, 2022 Have you disclosed to your doctor ? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrazyRedhead Posted March 1, 2022 Share Posted March 1, 2022 I agree with @Iceberg, have you told your pdoc about what's going on? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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