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I've been on 75mgs effexor,50mg Nortrypoline 150mgs Seroquel, Clonazepam as needed. This past week I have been sliding down a greased pole of depression fast. Dont know wht the fuck is happening. I've had been stable for the las 4 weeks. Sitting here all weekend trying to decide wether to go to crisic clinic at local hospital. Been hospitalized 2twce. in the last 3 months from overdose, dont really want to present myself there and say help me! do something please!  I have settled momenterely for callin my pdoc and leaving a ranting mesagge about being undermedicated. I dont think the nortrypoline is doing much and want swithced to celexa 40mgs with effexor upped to 150mg daily. I need some might to fight my depression, not minimal doses fo these drugs. My thought for today: grab my power mytre saw and saw my leg off! I'm serious! Help with your thoughts in the mean time please! Wife saws she will watch me like a hawk until I get a hold of doctor.

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Hi Reco,  I'm going to take you at your word.

If you can't get hold of the doctor, and you feel like hurting yourself, or you just can't get it under control, go to the ER.

It doesn't matter how many times you've been, or when the last time was. 

The only thing that matters is being safe and taking care of yourself today!!!

Don't feel like it is your fault for feel poorly. The ER is there to take care of urgent problems and I guarantee they can get things under control.

Be safe,

a.m.

p.s.  I want to hear you are ok later!!

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Sitting here all weekend trying to decide wether to go to crisic clinic at local hospital. Been

hospitalized 2twce. in the last 3 months from overdose, dont really want to present myself there and

say help me! do something please!  I have settled momenterely for callin my pdoc and leaving a ranting mesagge about being undermedicated.

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Whether it's undermedicated, overmedicated, mismatched, or whatever, it doesn't sound like it's

working. That's all that matters.

My thought for today: grab my power mytre saw and saw my leg off! I'm serious! Help with your thoughts in the mean time please! Wife saws she will watch me like a hawk until I get a hold of doctor.

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Power saw or manual? ;)

IMO, grabbing a crossword puzzle book and a toothbrush, and heading for ER is the way to go.

Your wife will feel better knowing you are getting help.

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Air Marshall: Ended up popping 2 mg Klonopin and 200mg seroquel and that knocked me flat out mentally and physically. Its now the next morning and I just going to wait for the doctor to return my call (hope she does) Wife offered to stay home from work to supervise me but I told her not too, think I'm a bit more on even keel at the moment I'll repost when someone turns off the fan that the shit hit last night! appreciate your concern

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