tek Posted May 31, 2006 Share Posted May 31, 2006 Hi. I decided to register because I've learned so much just from lurking! Here's my boring background, if you're interested: I've struggled with "textbook symptoms" of ADD and chronic mild to moderate depression throughout my life. Trouble with school, trouble with work, trouble staying on task, trouble with wrapping up details, trouble with any thing that wasn't extraordinarily interesting/stimulating, forgetfulness, mental fog, hating life, never feeling hopeful, every day is a struggle, this is all bullshit, how can people go on living this way, my life is an endless cycle of defeat and pain...the list goes on! The problems with staying on task had become so severe in the last few years that it affected my hobbies, which was very frustrating. I felt like every day was an overwhelming, scattered mess. Over a period of about 6 months, my usual chronic mild depression evolved into a serious depression. I was numb. I mean, I didn't give a shit about anything. I wasn't interested in doing anything, I barely ate, I didn't want to go anywhere or see anyone (I'm normally quite social). I didn't do anything but go to work, chores and sleep. I really thought my inability to focus on my hobbies made me just give up on doing them, hence dropping all the fun out of my life...and that somehow made me extremely depressed. Yeah. Good thing I'm not a pdoc, huh? Anyway, so I start seeing a psychiatrist with just the intention of trying a stimulant for the ADD. One week into Adderall, I knew a huge part of "my problems" were due to ADD (stress, overwhelmed feelings, frustration)...but my mood still sucked. I felt lower than low. The "who gives a fuck?" low. I started on Lexapro. It took 6 weeks to do anything, but it was making me a sleepy blob if I didn't take Adderall. So we switched to Prozac a couple of weeks ago and here I am. The numbness portion of the depression is gone, but the chronic stuff still seems to be around. I know I've got several more weeks before I can expect the Prozac to show the full benefits, so I'm not complaining. Plus, I just got laid off unexpectedly, and the fact that I'm not crying in the shower right now means it's probably doing something. Glad to join you here! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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