Iona_Viona Posted June 8, 2006 Share Posted June 8, 2006 The common cold, or flu, what a shit it can be to have when u are bi-polar. after finally being stable for 6 weeks after two years of being a complete mess. i get the common flu that is going around town and i lose the fucking plot. i hate it i am a mess i cant stop crying. i hate myself again. over something that is not my fault. i was doing so good now i am shattered. im taking 4 xanax a day on docs advice to try and calm me down so my body can rest and i can get over the flu. but for some reason i hate myself now and i want to start cutting up my body and starving myself so i dont lose put on any weight being sick cause all i want to do is eat so i feel better. ihate this. why is it that when u feel happy something always has to happen to fuck it up and make u down again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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