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I wanted to get this out in writing, so all of you can see it and help me stick to it-

This comes from a reply Navy gave me to one of my other posts, and she pointed out that I haven't been stable...

So, my pledge is that stability will enter my life, one way or the other. I will stay on my medications and actually give them a chance. I will stay in my apartment and not move. I will not let my bedroom door be a revolving door- I'll stick with one boyfriend and if he's not for me, I'll move on. I mean that.

Even when I'm having a BP day, I'll go to work. I'll stay at a job and have work, even if it is stupid work.

So all of you see it and can't let me back out, and can poke me with your positive encouragement when I seem to be backsliding, here it is!

Loon

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Loon, baby, you are brave and smart and courageous and I know you can do this.

Those are really real goals, and will help you cope with the ups and downs. I think sometimes we (BP folks) are a bit self-endulgent ("Oh, jesus I cannot work today, I 'm too bummed--I'm too up --I don't know where I am") I know I am--I will use my MI as an excuse at the drop of a hat. (and my back, too, now--I am the Queen of excuses--)

So--good for you, and we will be right on your ass, baby--and you be on ours!!

love, china

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Hi Loon,

I dont use my MI as a secret weapon or anything like that. Im open about it.

and i have the concentration of nothing. review my past activity at this place for proof.

Its wonderful if you are able to work - even part time. That would be great. It would also be great to work somewhere you are appreciated and get along with the other workers.....it makes for a harmonious day!!

love,

december

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hey loon, ive been listening to this song all afternoon and found myself thinking of you. i hope you dont mind if i share the lyrics with you. ;)

Unwritten

Artist:Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten,

Can't read my mind

I'm undefined

I'm just beginning

The pen's in my hand

Ending unplanned

I break tradition

Sometimes my tries

Are outside the lines

We've been conditioned

To not make mistakes

But I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words

That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your INNER VISIONS

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

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