confused Posted June 12, 2006 Share Posted June 12, 2006 I'm having a tough time. I'm trying to challenge my thoughts, but I come up with other bizarre theories. They aren't novel which make them even more believable to me. I thought my pdoc and husband were in cahoots with my old pdoc, tdoc, father, high school friends. That they've been watching and filming me. That people were sending coded messages. Now, I think my pdoc is helping me because I'm getting better. I'm torn between believing that he is in on a plan, or that it's just co-incidences I've noticed and there is no plan. But, now I have a third theory that my old tdoc has a system that sends soundwaves by people's ears that influence what they say. I'm still not sure how it would work because some of the signals from my husband and kids were physical as well, but it would explain the verbal codes. I see my pdoc on the 15th. I don't think my meds need changed (I take abilify, seroquel, lamictal and lexapro) and I'll try to distract myself until then. I called some family members yesterday and talked. I'm trying to distract myself by posting, watching TV and reading. My daughter is sick and staying home today. My tdoc says delusions go away slowly. Do they go away or do you always have doubts? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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