Hellcat13 Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 yes, another topic by me. I am ok, my meds are working fine (I suppose, but what do you determine as fine?), but I am still sitting here wondering if this is all there is then I want out. If it is all fine and I am living in the middle then I dont want to be here. Stupid I know but these things plague me. I watched a movie last night called "Goodbye Lenin" where a mother goes into a coma a few weeks before the Berlin wall comes down and then comes out of it. Her children pretend that the wall is still up and go to great lengths to let her believe she is living in the world she knows and loves. I just thought - is that the same with me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hellcat13 Posted June 23, 2005 Author Share Posted June 23, 2005 Last night I took the rest of my sleeping pills and a couple of zyprexa, and wished that I would die in my sleep. As you can tell that didnt work and I am still here bummer! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sulu Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 Last night I took the rest of my sleeping pills and a couple of zyprexa, and wished that I would die in my sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hellcat13 Posted June 23, 2005 Author Share Posted June 23, 2005 I just think that I just need to do a better job next time. Man it sucks and I really really hate being here. Why cant I leave? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spike Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 I just think that I just need to do a better job next time. Man it sucks and I really really hate being here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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