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Madness...the last week has been total madness. My health is on a definate downward spiral. On top of my bp, and recent relapse into alcoholism, my pre-diabetic condition, and a terminal disease, I find out that this spot on my neck might be skin cancer. fucking great. I'm done, I give up. Evidently the forces that be don't want me here any more than I want to be here. I don't even know if I want to seek treatment. A slow and drawn out illness isn't my ideal way of dying, but if they keep me pumped up on morphine it won't be so bad. I don't know, the minute I stand up I get knocked down. Glad I made a living will. /end rant

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i think it is totally normal to feel the way you do in your circumstances.

there are counselors who deal specifically with illness-related issues. you may want to look into that.

don't give up! it is just another road block, but don't let it stop you. you've tried to hard to let it stop you now.

loon

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