Loon-A-TiK Posted December 3, 2006 Share Posted December 3, 2006 ah, i could write a book on these- my ex husband, who i left during a mania when he was in a depression, i regret leaving him. he was so forgiving, gentle, and kind to me, and i totally blew it because i couldn't tough out his depression (well, it did last a year and he didn't get out of bed or go to the pdoc). still, i regret that i left. maybe what i really regret is having had to leave. i'm sorry my marriage ended. mr. california- we had a great relationship here in ohio, where we're both from, for a year. he was talking about living together and possible marriage, even possible children. he had previously ruled out children, but was considering them with me. then he decided to move to california to work for his brother-in-law and make more money than he was making here. so he moved. he talked about me moving there with him, once the dust settled. so i was ready to move out there. then he moved up to the mountains, and got a different opportunity there. he let me know that he would be too busy and too distracted to be a good partner, and that he wanted the opportunity to be single and free. he dumped me! after all that, after i was ready to move out there to be with him, he dumped me, and for no apparent good reason. what did i do, besides be supportive? ********* so of all the relationships i've had, those 2 are the ones i regret having lost, one by my own doing and another just out of the blue by his doing. what about you? any love-lorn CBers out there with broken hearts and haunting memories? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dweii Posted December 3, 2006 Share Posted December 3, 2006 Yes. It was impossible though, and probably for the best that it ended. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hawkeye Posted December 5, 2006 Share Posted December 5, 2006 Yes Loon even crazy old men have this. I sincerely regret divorcing my wife of 33+ years during a major BPII episode. Then falling deeply in love with a woman that ripped my heart out. So here I am a tortured soul waiting for the end. I know that I will NEVER have the level of love/passion that I had. I am so tired of dating, the games everyone wants to play. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thomas Posted December 5, 2006 Share Posted December 5, 2006 The young girl who was my fiancee in '73 and broke my heart, then as a middleaged woman, broke it again 28 1/2 years later. Tommy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maddy Posted December 9, 2006 Share Posted December 9, 2006 yes very much. even though i know he's probably not good for me i still want him. he fucking owns my heart and it's killing me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
About:blank Posted December 23, 2006 Share Posted December 23, 2006 yes very much. even though i know he's probably not good for me i still want him. he fucking owns my heart and it's killing me. ditto what Maddy said. the holidays really suck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Unregistered Posted December 29, 2006 Share Posted December 29, 2006 I wish I had most all of my relationships back. I fucked them all up except for maybe two, and they were all great. There is so much of my life I'd like to have a second chance at. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stasis Posted January 9, 2007 Share Posted January 9, 2007 Yes,here goes Stasis, off topic,maybe in reverse. It was this week last year,that I Bailed out of my nearly 25 year marriage. It was purely my choice, saying I was real crazy, doesn't cut it. I look back, the early years were very good, but I was begining to slip down get too high, make crappy decisions. Like letting our car get repo'd while keeping my motorcycle, My son was less than one year old, I stuffed him down inside my leather and off I went. hows that for off-topic and that was the short version pulling toga over head, Stasis Would I go back? No. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
myevilme Posted January 10, 2007 Share Posted January 10, 2007 I sincerely regret leaving my partner of 5 years for all the wrong reasons. He put up with my total insanity, alchololism, drug abuse, and manic sex binges. I left him for a truely wonderful man, we fell deeply in love (or at least I did) then he found out how crazy I was when I'm manic and sent me packing. I did so much damage to the guy I left that he won't even talk to me now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GroovyGwen Posted January 12, 2007 Share Posted January 12, 2007 yes very much. even though i know he's probably not good for me i still want him. he fucking owns my heart and it's killing me. :`( sniff. Thinking of you. Yes. I usually ruin a relationship by losing my mind. It sucks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wesley Wayne Posted January 16, 2007 Share Posted January 16, 2007 Yes. I say to myself that it's for the best. I wonder if it will ever not hurt. and I'm just wondering if the hurt will subside to what I imagine flaming arrows to the heart would feel like. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bitter Beauty Posted January 17, 2007 Share Posted January 17, 2007 Sigh, there's that one guy. We saw each other 6 years ago then I stopped seeing him when I met the guy I was w/ for 5 years who committed suicide this past June. Lately we have just been friends....with benefits even though he has been dating this girl for 6 months. So, the other day he sends me a message on myspace describing how we "melt together" even after not seeing each other for 5 years.....wtf...let me get over it already. He doesn't have to remind me how deep my feelings are for him. dang! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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