Tanya Posted December 8, 2006 Share Posted December 8, 2006 It was suggested that I am in a hypomania state, but I doubt it now. I'm so up and down today. My mom is depressed herself right now(she's also bipolar). She's screaming at me for everything, and at she works at mental hospital and she got into arguments with the patients there yesterday. I'm trying to tell her I need to see my doctor for a med change, and I'm trying to tell her about how I feel but she just doesn't care. she's saying to me is "All you think about is me, me, me,me. You'll be fine". So I went to listen to my voice mail and my fiance called a few times last night while my phone was turned off and he was mad about that. So I just called him and I told him how paranoid I am right now but he doesn't want to hear it, he acted like an ass. I'm starting to open up to him and tell him how I feel but he never wants to hear it. I don't tell anybody anything and I just started to on here, so I thought I'd be able to tell my fiance and he flat out doesn't want to hear it. Now I'm dropping, I felt high earlier and now I feel so low. I feel so worthless. I don't want to be me anymore. I can't stop crying right now. I feeling like I did in October before I went to the hospital. I'm sorry, I really am for bothering you all with this, I just have nobody to talk to and I need some type of support. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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