antipeople Posted June 30, 2005 Share Posted June 30, 2005 ...especially combined with OCD... So when I have a day off and my boyfriend has to work (we live together) I can't bring myself to do anything at all during the day, until he gets back from work. I feel like, by doing things, I'll be "betraying" him somehow, though I don't know why I feel this way. I'm also paranoid about going out at all in the hopes that he will come back early. I don't want to be gone if he comes back. It really sucks, because it means that on those days, not only do I not get anything done, but I barely get dressed and out of bed, and I feel nothing but lonely, miserable, and depressed all day until he gets back. I don't want to be this way, but I have no idea how not to be! It sucks so much, and I know that I'm probably putting pressure on him as well, though indirectly, to try and stay home as often as possible, because he knows that it upsets me when he leaves. I don't want to continue to do this to him! ::sigh:: Is anyone else like this? At all? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greenyflower Posted June 30, 2005 Share Posted June 30, 2005 Antipeople, I kind of hate to ask the obvious question here, but have you two talked about this. It Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Libby Posted July 2, 2005 Share Posted July 2, 2005 Greeny, I adore both your sigs, particularly the one about hope! How I live with that daily! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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