wakko926 Posted July 4, 2007 Share Posted July 4, 2007 it's the 4th of July - big freaking deal, except I get the day off. But for whatever reason I am just really fucking depressed. And I am at my daughter's - cause her hubby is running in the Peachtree Road Race and she still feels like shit from surgery last week & she has the twins. So I came to stay with her. I really am just down & I have to put on a happy fucking face. And there is nobody in chat to talk to sorry for all the bad words but it helps me feel better in a way - I'm sure someone here can relate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manny Posted July 4, 2007 Share Posted July 4, 2007 I can relate. I hate faking it. I hope you feel better. Maybe you will find something to think about that makes you happy... I am rumbling I know, but I have been there. I hate faking it when depressed and the anxiety kicks in... Sorry my 2 cents Manny Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
r.mcmurphy Posted July 4, 2007 Share Posted July 4, 2007 have always had adversion to "holidays". going through the motions while others that are at peace with themselves enjoy. would that i could enjoy..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mechante Posted July 4, 2007 Share Posted July 4, 2007 I hate holidays too. I know it's touchy-feely but you get a hug from me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dianebea Posted July 4, 2007 Share Posted July 4, 2007 I, too, hate holidays. The best Christmas I ever had was spent in the psych ward---where nobody acknowledged that is even was a holiday, except that we got to watch tv during the day! db Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LunaRufina Posted July 5, 2007 Share Posted July 5, 2007 I'm sorry things are shit today, wakko. I'm just kind of hanging out for the holiday and feeling kind of blah and I'm relieved I don't feel obligated to go to a party or anything. Sorry no one was in chat. Maybe if you can try a little bit later people will be. Bad words are good sometimes. They make me feel better too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wakko926 Posted July 5, 2007 Author Share Posted July 5, 2007 I really don't think it was so much the holiday except for maybe I just didn't get to do what I wanted to do - which was really just vegetate - seems like I just haven't gotten to do much of that lately cause hubby has decided that we are going to spend each weekend with a different family member (cause nobody wants to drive to BFE to my house) and we have been going each weekend for about the last month. and I am so sick of waking up with headaches every morning!!!!!!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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