people and friends really suck right now...

[Guest Me]

I can't believe how much my friends suck right now...

I never ask them for help at all, they're always going on about meaningless stupid things and i'm always helping them. They make their trivial issues like someone saying something about the clothes they are wearing to be the biggest things in the world when really they're so little it doesn't matter what they do, or how they feel yet they want to go on about it for days.

I never do that to them, get over my little issues, but now when i'm at a point where my depression has been back for a while and it's really scaring me, it's worse than ever, my anxiety is so great i can't leave the house, collect my mail or answer my phone. When i try to reach out to my friends online and they give me some stupid response so i put them on ignore.

I'm so angry right now!

[resonance]

The most important thing at the moment is for you to get the help you need. Are you in treatment for your depression? Are you seeing a therapist? A therapist in particular may be able to give you advice on establishing more meaningful friendships.

If the things that concern them come off as meaningless and stupid to you, you may be better off working to make different friends, and you may need to. Most people are not good at remaining friends with someone who thinks their responses are meaningless and stupid and who does not care about things that are important to them! So you may want to start working on making friends who share interests with you.

[SunshineOutside]

Or, you could wait to make a decision about your friends until you get the depression under control. Since you've helped your friends, is there at least one that might come close to understanding where you are and could you ask him/her to help you with the daily activities of living?