ChemistryExperiment Posted July 13, 2005 Share Posted July 13, 2005 So.. i'm no longer "in recovery"... ... and i feel like such a loser i can barely hold back tears... why? because i can't work on SI and ED at the same time... great.. i've gone 6 whole days without SI... but am I really doing myself any good? how long will it last? will I end up in inpatient treatment? is my ED violating my stipulation with the courts and can I get commited? i'm so scared... why now? i hate myself... ugh... lets just die now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest miche unlogged Posted July 13, 2005 Share Posted July 13, 2005 tomorrow is a new day, just start over you can do it hang in there big hugs miche Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sepia Posted July 13, 2005 Share Posted July 13, 2005 I know it's so very hard to work on SI and an ED at the same time, Kaylani. They're both things we ostensibly "control," and they're both ways in which we harm ourselves. Nonetheless, as long as you're alive, there's hope. You can beat both of them. Today's another day, with another new chance every minute. You can do this. Every day you work on recovery is a day you're getting better. It takes time to figure out everything that doesn't work for you. As long as you're trying to find the way out of SI and ED, you are doing yourself good. Keep trying, Kaylani. Keep living. As long as you do these things, you're headed in the right direction. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Archived
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.