OreoKitty Posted January 18, 2008 Share Posted January 18, 2008 I'm going crazy. I'm tired of telling my friends how I feel and them telling me, "oh that's normal". It's not normal. I struggle to go to work everyday. This week I've worked one day. I don't know what my problem is. I mostly like my job. I just don't want to leave my house. I really don't go anywhere. I go to my father's house to watch Patriots' games. And my house is a disaster. Everything is everywhere. I get sucked into the TV. My pdoc doesn't want to add any more meds. He just took me off of Geodon. Boy that was a rough ride. I see him next Wednesday. I saw my tdoc this past Wednesday. We talked about work. We also talked about disability. I was out of work for 4 months this spring/summer. Right now my goal is to work another year so that I'll be eligible for temporary disability benefits and FMLA again and start the disability process. My tdoc still thinks I'll come out of this episode. I haven't had a manic episode since I started lamictal but I'm tired of the all the time depression. I'm tired of trying to explain to people how I feel and what's going on and them not understanding at all. I hope people can identify with me and give me a little support. Oreo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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