GroovyGwen Posted January 27, 2008 Share Posted January 27, 2008 I can officially no longer deal with the crap floating around my body mood wise. It's like a build up of cholesterol. A mass of craziness that just floats around my body waiting to get stuck somewhere. It'll get lodged in an artery and explode at it's will. I fessed up at work on Friday that I was suicidal to a coworker that I've been close to for about 20 years . Who, when I had told him he could, got my family involved. They took the car keys and drove me to my doc. Doc says I should go to hospital for a few days and then they will get me into some IOP. Different hospital and different IOP than last time, I told them I didn't was to be with a bunch of involuntary's. And no mice running around the eating area. That grossed me out with the last place. So going to a "real" hospital, not a psych/rehab place. Didn't go Friday so I wouldn't get stuck with some on call Joe Schmo, but today so that once the "real" docs get in Monday morning my melancholy face will be what they see. Here I am. Fix me. Isn't it odd the clarity you get sometimes? I am fairly calm (looking) and able to express my thoughts. It's like I'm another person, evaluating that other crazy chick. I'm not all that hopeful that the hospital stay will do anything. Maybe it will hit a reset button somewhere in my psyche. Which will do what you ask? Who knows. Good news is that they will probably only keep me for 2 - 3 days. So maybe I'll be out for my 31st B-day on Thursday. If it is lame I am going to be bummed. I brought my journal, some books, some crocheting that I hope they will let me keep, and some DVDs so that if I really luck out they'll have a dvd player. I told my doc Friday that I'd rather just go to one of those celebrity spa/hospitals. So I can get my meds checked and get a facial. He thought that wasn't the best idea for some reason. So I'm off. T'will be an experience, if nothing else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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