reco50 Posted February 6, 2008 Share Posted February 6, 2008 Please no comments about the dangers, shouldn't do it, were not Pdocs nor pharmacists here etc. etc. My RXed meds are Lexapro - wellbutrin - Trazodone - cloneazepam - xanax - all at varying doseages. Sometimes if I want to see daylight the next day, this is what I do. I double up on the cloneazepam(2mgs) I might add in some Oxazepam and then I hit my previous med stash. This includes Seroquel - Risperdal - Zyprexa and afew others, I dont take every single one I mix and match as I feel right. Different doses. Do I know this wrong - Fucking right I do!! does this stop me - no way - When getting through the next 24 hours is all that matters, you do desperate things. This works for me - so far no ill effects. This is my body and dammit I 'll do what I want to it (within reason) Also I am in no way suicidal just desperate for some peace - I have seen 2 Pdocs in the last week and told them what I do sometimes.I confessed to them, I sometimes take a survival cocktail, All they said is thats not good. Next week I see even another Pdoc. Tell me what might happen - I dont load way up on the dosages, just a little here, a little there, somedddbody came down on me in a previous post "We are not doctors or pharmacists we cant advise you on extra drug use - well no guff - thats not what I was expecting - I believe in airing our thoughts however fucked up they may be. So I'll just go on listening to the most depressing music I can find and visiting my number one ME site and yes sometimes I WILL SELF MEDICATE if thats what it takes. If you guys want to shit all over this then I welcome your thoughts. Have we not all done it at one time or another I cherish this support group and thats why my heart bleeds my pain to you fellow suffers (above post) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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