darkdreams Posted July 14, 2005 Share Posted July 14, 2005 I am so confused that I don't really know where to look for help anymore. I have had nearly every label pasted on me and have tried many meds, almost all of them with unbearable side-affects. I can' even describe myself in terms of moods and thoughts ect.... I believe that I have suffered from chronic depression most of my life .....sure seems that way. I am also capable of flying into the most destructive rages....ie: smashing things and causing general mayhem. I have consulted various Docs over the years and every single one of them had a different opinion as to what was wrong and how to treat it. For the past 4 months or so I have been taking Adderall 5mg/2 per diem and Xanax 0.5 as needed...Seemed to help at first then ceased to have any other effect other than a negative one.I stopped everything cold 2 weeks or more ago and have been sliding down hill ever since. Wheeeeeeeeee.......yeah right.....fun.. Here is my perception of myself: 1)Constant chronic fatigue 2)Apathetic 3)Negative 4)No close friends 5)Loss of interest in my work and everything else 6)Bored 7)Easily irritated 8)Rages 9)Self-loathing 10)Hopeless 11)Very little concentration.. Does anyone have any ideas on what might work? I am interested in the med called Buprenex....Was wondering if it could possibly help? Thanks, DD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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